Russellville, AREven Bad Locations and Things Eventually End:
Sunday, April 19th, 2009
Regardless of how bad a location is or the situation, it does end eventually, as all things do in the course of time. What really irks is when you try to talk to your phyciatrist about it, they write it up as paranoia or delusions, try and talk about it with people around and its either fist city or don’t tell me your sob stories and move your ass away. Nobody and I mean nobody has the power to keep a bad situation going forever, no matter how much they might think they can. VA healthcare in Little Rock AR is some of the worst in the Nation and overall healthcare in Arkansas, for the poor utterly stinks.
People are quite to tell me there is no one psychically holding me here, so there’s no reason for me not to move to a better location, all well and good when there’s enough money to do it with. See those people aren’t going to have to live with the consequences of homelessness, of living on the street and sleeping under a bridge or eating out of a soup kitchen and aimless wondering going nowhere. Nor will they have to live with having to give up the housing they already have or what little property has been gained.
Some towns give mental and physical energy and some towns steal it away and leave behind just enough to keep going. Some towns give dreams and all of the things needed to achieve those dreams, some towns steal them and Morrilton can be found in the number of towns that steal them, for Morrilton is one of those towns that knocks out the normal biological rhythms and replaces them with stagnated depression and hopelessness. It goes back to the old Murphy’s Law, if there is a way to ruin it and fuck it up to uselessness, Morrilton will find it and the only thing old people here do is wait to die.
