The Department Of Veterans Affairs

Washington D.C.

To Whom This May Concern:

It has come to my attention; through newsgroups I am a member of and through the News media (90,000) thousand previously denied Vietnam veterans claims will be re-reviewed following the Secretary’s decision to allow three new illness’s.  I am stating up front and for the record, I will not be reopening any of my VA claims for any type of compensation and further no one has my consent nor the authority to reopen and/or review or view any of my VA claims.

I am non-compensated and I shall remain non-compensated throughout the time remaining to me in life.

For your records my personal info is hereby included, so this can be forwarded to the appropriate department.

Personal Information removed for this post.

Cordially

Roy C Gilbert

Non-Compensated Gay Vietnam Veteran

All of the years are gone now, most of my family, and all of the dreams along with them.

{ http://www.federalregister.gov/articles/2010/08/31/2010-21556/diseases-associated-with-exposure-to-certain-herbicide-agents-hairy-cell-leukemia-and-other-chronic }

Federal Register: Diseases Associated With Exposure to Certain Herbicide Agents (Hairy Cell Leukemia and Other Chronic B-Cell Leukemias, Parkinson’s Disease and Ischemic Heart Disease)

08/31/2010 – Summary

This document amends the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) adjudication regulations concerning presumptive service connection for certain diseases based upon the most recent National Academy of Sciences (NAS) Institute of Medicine committee report, Veterans and Agent Orange: Update 2008 (Update 2008). This amendment is necessary to implement the decision of the Secretary of Veterans Affairs that there is a positive association between exposure to certain herbicides and the subsequent development of hairy cell leukemia and other chronic B-cell leukemias, Parkinson’s disease, and ischemic heart disease. The effect of this amendment is to establish presumptive service connection for these diseases based on herbicide exposure. {This Link Gives The Released Rulings with Backlinks}

http://www.federalregister.gov/articles/2010/08/31/2010-21556/diseases-associated-with-exposure-to-certain-herbicide-agents-hairy-cell-leukemia-and-other-chronic

SyFy Channel A Smorgasbord Of Garbage Programming, brags about having (3) million viewers.  The only reason this garbage channel has any viewers at all is because its part of a required package in order to get expanded basic programing.  Suddenlink Cable Company refuses to add the all Gay Channel HERE-TV to it subscription channel package, claiming not enough demand for it.  Well SyFy channel and cable companies, your time of dominance and tyranny is coming to an end through the magic of the Internet and the more powerful computers available on the market these days.

I hate it when info comes to me long after its no longer usable.  You get all of these impressions on a subconscious level and then months or years later find out they were true.  I’ve had to go through that kind of fucking shit with the Department of Veterans Affairs and the Postal Service for years,  and I’ve also put up with that kind of shit from closet queers here in Morrilton.  People I’m not going to dignify anyone in Morrilton who’s in the closet with the word gay because to me they are outright closet queers in the truest sense of the word.  I’ve worked with people that I’ve had subconscious impressions about and although didn’t act on them have some lousy fucking asshole tell me years later “I know someone you could have done a hundred times if you had wanted to”  I mean why bother telling me years later when it isn’t even worth a hill of beans anymore.  You know what I’m saying, why the fuck didn’t they tell me then.  I mean why share that kind of fucking info with me when it no longer does me any good.  They trying to score some kind of fucking points with me or something?  To little to late fellow, points went out the fucking window decades ago.

I stood on the breezeway for a short time today and reflected how another stolen and empty fun filled summer had come and gone.  It made me feel even more depressed than I normally do.  While some might try and tell me to look at all of the accomplishments I’ve made during the year with my websites and blogs and you’ve lived to see another summer, big deal people and is that all there is to life. It was filled with emptiness and depression and some people in Morrilton seem to feel or believe well there’s nothing you can do about it, you’d have the same problems somewhere else.  The big deal on that though is that somewhere else I’d also be getting reasonably good VA doctors and VA medical care instead of putting up with brick wall VA doctors that are getting paid more for treating me like a free lab animal.

Yes I am speaking about VA healthcare and Arkansas in general.  Whether it makes some angry or not some locations outright aggravate depression and physical illnesses, and Morrilton is one of them because of it being a dead zone and the poisons in it.  I’ve lived here for the better part of my life since the mid 1950’s and I’ve lived long enough in other states and cities to be able to notice the difference in medical care and my over all psychological well being.    Perhaps some people want to live that way, but what about those who don’t, and don’t have any options for doing anything about it.  To most people in Morrilton, it’s just a safe little port where everyone lives on what ifs that never happen and prayers that are never answered.

People in Morrilton Arkansas actually get down right pissed when you try and talk about how unhappy you are here.  For some dumb assed reason they seem to feel your to blame for it, because Morrilton didn’t have a God Damned thing to do with it and never did a fucking thing to cause it.  Well By God if that’s true why the fucking hell is so many people in this fucking cesspool mud hole town so damned unhappy?  Why is so many God Damned people going through panic attacks like water through a bucket with a hole in it?  Why is so many God Damned people so afraid for anyone to go even one foot out it?  And why are so many God Damned people here so fucking damned depressed all of the time?

Why are they’re so many nameless lumps in the throats and constipation is a commonality, as is depression, panic attacks, poverty, and feelings of hopelessness of anything ever coming along to change it.  Everyone seems to want something to come along and change things but not if it upsets their little apple cart and blows a foul smelling fart into their little world.  So people here in Morrilton live in a fucking world of God Damned What Ifs and continual conflict of what they really want.

This fucking town has a tendency to lock everything God Damned thing up including chest congestion, try coughing to clear your chest and throat and you cough for two fucking hours and it still wont come out.  In fact everything that can be made unenjoyable is made unenjoyable.  Try and latch onto even one small thing that gives you even the smallest  amount of pleasure and this God Damned greedy town will suck it away or the people in it will fuck it up for you.  Pleasure and even the remotest sort of happiness as well as jobs seems to be reserved only for a chosen few.  Biological rhythms go out the fucking window as does sleep cycles so that some people are on a God Damned fluctuating cycle, meaning you stay awake for about three days and then cycle over to staying awake all night for three or four nites.

Pictured is the Morrilton Courthouse, where all of the Itsy Bitsy little black widows in the Itsy Bitsy little spider web have all of their offices.

Fantom 1TB Drive External Drive

I finally broke down and bought my very first Terabyte drive, that’s a thousand gigabytes of space.  I can remember when if a small business had a computer with 30 megabytes, with 640 KB’s of ram and 16 MHz processor, man they thought they were really uptown and cooking with gas.  Tandy or was it Texas Instruments sold a basic no frills business system in the 1980’s for around 8000 dollars.  My 1 terabyte external drive set me back 79 dollars and 99 cents and with free shipping.  I can even remember what my very first computer system was and that was without a printer.  It was an MBC Sanyo 550 single floppy drive system running 128 KB’s of RAM.  In those days hard drives were heavy bulky affairs even a half height hard drive.  Far cry from the Electronic Numerical Integrator and Computer (ENIAC) a 30 ton monstrosity of the 1940’s.  Which I found while googling the very first computer.

In the early 1980’s a computer in the home was a novelty, you either got laughed at called geek or looked at like you were weird.  And the number one question was what the hell do you need a computer for? They’re just a waste of good money and you’ll never have any use for one. In fact I gave all of my nieces and nephews their very first lessons in computers, and never denied them the use of the computer.  Of course they didn’t learn to type until they grew up though, before that it was the two-finger hunt and poke method lol. Also in the late 1970’s and well into the 1980’s those stinking commodores were all of the rage, I hated those stupid things.  They really were mostly for the computer geeks and were mostly for writing simple computer programs and playing games.

Got my yearly dose of noise level in Tuesday evening, one of my nieces came by to check her email and run an online job search and brought her two kids along.  I honestly don’t know how people can manage to put up with kids 24/7.  Mine poor little old EuroPro Shark was actually begging me to empty the trash receptacle after they left.

Well it wasn’t actually begging, but it would have if it could.  One of them spilled coca cola on my coffee table and one almost lost their 200-dollar iPhone device in my couch and one spilled some kind of cinnamon cereal on the carpet. My poor couch has sparkly glitter from one end of it to the other, I sat down on it after they left and got up with sparkles on my jeans.  They wanted to watch Willy Wonka (the one staring Johnny Depp) on the Disney channel.  I’ve got partial tone deafness and hearing loss and one of her kids speaks in a low volume voice, so I get her mama to translate for me lol.  Sometimes it sounds like she kinda mumbling her words out instead of speaking lol.

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This kind of stuff I don’t post on my blog at KTHV Channel 11 or write to the editor of the local newspaper.  In the case of KTHV, I really don’t care to post it there anyway and in the case of the local newspaper the editor most likely wouldn’t publish it anyway lol.  Ever fantasize about some of your favorite stars from the past, doesn’t matter if they are living or dead its fantasy anyway.  In fact you don’t even need an overly strong vivid imagination, but By God it sure helps if you got one lol and makes a good fantasy even better.  Two male stars I fantasize a lot about are Andrew Stevens (still living) as Canadian Mountie Const. Alvin Adams from Death Hunt 1981 also staring Lee Marvin, Charles Bronson and Angie Dickinson.  And the late singer/actor Ricky Nelson as Colorado Ryan in Rio Bravo 1959, also staring John Wayne, Dean Martin, Walter Brennan and Angie Dickinson.  And as En. Tommy J Hanson in The Wackest Ship In The Army1960.

Fabian, Tab Hunter and Frankie Avalon I didn’t fantasize about then and don’t fantasize about these days, although I used to fantasize about Tony Dow (just not as Wallace, Wally Cleaver) and still do on occasion.  Luke Halpin from the old Flipper series used to be fun to fantasize about though.  Be back in a sec gotta make a mad dash to the coffee pot.

See when you get to be in your senile gay crotchety old age you tend to do a lot of that stuff, especially when you pull an all niter and the only thing worth watching on television is the Weather channel.  Though I don’t fantasize about the late Heath Ledger too much, I have nonetheless been a fan of his since the days of Roar.  And lets face it his performance, as Bisexual cowboy Ennis Del Mar in Brokeback Mountain was stellar. I suppose anybody, (well almost anybody) could have played the part of Jack, but anybody other than Heath Ledger playing Ennis would have totally fucked the entire movie.

There are not a lot of young male actors of today that I don’t get into, they’re all so fresh from the pages of GQ its not even funny.  Actors in the 50’s had an innocence about them and just about every one of them had a fair amount of charm and charisma of no small amount.  I’ll pile up all of my unhealthy for ya snacks, treats, coffee and cigarettes (in my case its Prince Albert roll your own lol) pop a B grade sci-fi  from the fifties in the DVD drive on the computer and most of the time get lost in it and its take up a good hour or so.  Ever notice in the movies how the French are so open and relaxed when doing male frontal nudity, not so the Americans.

Most of them come across as stiff as a board and are only willing to do a butt shot where the shit and stink comes out lol.  I mean if an actors only going to show us his bare butt where the shit and stink comes out, why even bother to include a nude scene in the first place, swing it around and give us some meat to work to with hon.  Hey doesn’t’ matter to me if you look like you need to go out and get stung by a bee, I can always add a few inches to it in my fantasy… although I guess Ryan Phillippe does have a cute butt, even if it is only where the shit and stink comes out lol.

Oh yeah and forgot to mention, whatever your reasonably good at and like doing if Morrilton doesn’t agree with it or like it, whatever is in Morrilton will do its best to eradicate it and failing that put it on such a low level as to be  outright unfulfilling.

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http://va.gov/PTSD_QA.pdf

"Keep on, Keepin' on"
Dan Cedusky, Champaign IL "Colonel Dan"
See my web site at:
http://www.angelfire.com/il2/VeteranIssues/

July 12, 2010

New Regulations on PTSD Claims

Quick Facts:

This new rule is for Veterans of any era.

The new rule will apply to claims:

o received by VA on or after July 13, 2010;

o received before July 13, 2010 but not yet decided by a VA regional office;

o appealed to the Board of Veterans’ Appeals on or after July 13, 2010;

o appealed to the Board before July 13, 2010, but not yet decided by the Board; and

o pending before VA on or after July 13, 2010, because the Court of Appeals for Veterans Claims vacated a Board decision and remanded for re-adjudication.

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

“Stressor Determinations for Posttraumatic Stress Disorder”

1. What is Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)?

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a condition resulting from exposure to direct or indirect threat of death, serious injury or a physical threat. The events that can cause PTSD are called “stressors” and may include natural disasters, accidents or deliberate man-made events/disasters, including war. Symptoms of PTSD can include recurrent thoughts of a traumatic event, reduced involvement in work or outside interests, emotional numbing, hyper-alertness, anxiety and irritability. The disorder can be more severe and longer lasting when the stress is human initiated action (example: war, rape, terrorism).

2. What does this final regulation do?

This final regulation liberalizes the evidentiary standard for Veterans claiming service connection for post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Under current regulations governing PTSD claims, unless the Veteran is a combat Veteran, VA adjudicators are typically required to undertake extensive record development to corroborate whether a Veteran actually experienced the claimed in-service stressor. This final rulemaking will simplify and improve the PTSD claims adjudication process by eliminating this time-consuming requirement where the claimed stressor is related to “fear of hostile military or terrorist activity,” is consistent with the places, types, and circumstances of their service, and a VA psychiatrist or psychologist, or contract psychiatrist or psychologist confirms that the claimed stressor is adequate to support a diagnosis of PTSD.

3. What types of claims for VA benefits does the final regulation affect?

The final regulation will benefit Veterans, regardless of their period of service. It applies to claims for PTSD service connection filed on or after the final regulation’s effective date, and to those claims that are considered on the merits at a VA Regional Office or the Board of Veterans’ Appeals on or after the effective date of the rule.

4. Why is this final regulation necessary?

The final regulation is necessary to make VA’s adjudication of PTSD claims both more timely and consistent with the current medical science.

5. How does this final regulation help Veterans?

The final regulation will simplify and streamline the processing of PTSD claims, which will result in Veterans receiving more timely decisions. A Veteran will be able to establish the occurrence of an in-service stressor through his or her own testimony, provided that:

(1) the Veteran is diagnosed with PTSD;

(2) a VA psychiatrist or psychologist, or a psychiatrist or psychologist with whom VA has contracted confirms that the claimed stressor is adequate to support a PTSD diagnosis;

(3) the Veteran’s symptoms are related to the claimed stressor; and

(4) the claimed stressor is consistent with the places, types, and circumstances of the Veteran’s service and the record provides no clear and convincing evidence to the contrary.

This will eliminate the requirement for VA to search for records, to verify stressor accounts, which is often a very involved and protracted process. As a result, the time required to adjudicate a PTSD compensation claim in accordance with the law will be significantly reduced.

5. How does VA plan to monitor the need for examiners in various regions of the country, and how does VA plan to respond if is determined that more examiners are needed in a particular region?

The Veterans Health Administration (VHA) has written in to the FY11-13 Operating Plan the need for additional staff to support doing adequate, timely exams. VHA proposes: “A8. Increase mental health field staff to address the increase in C&P examinations and develop monitoring system to ensure clinical delivery of mental health services does not decrease in VHA.“ Specifically, VHA has requested 125 clinicians for FY11 with additional 63 staff in FY12 if the need exists. If the Operating Plan and the proposed budget are approved, VA proposes asking the Veterans Integrated Service Networks (VISNs) to develop plans for distributing the funds in order to ensure adequate coverage at sites based on number of claims being processed; the VISNs are well positioned to determine these regional needs.

6. How does the regulatory revision affect PTSD service connection claims where an in-service diagnosis of PTSD has been rendered?

The new regulation does not apply to the adjudication of cases where PTSD has been initially diagnosed in service. Rather, under another VA rule, 38 CFR § 3.304(f)(1), if a Veteran is diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder during service and the claimed 3

stressor is related to that service, in the absence of clear and convincing evidence to the contrary, and provided that the claimed stressor is consistent with the circumstances, conditions, or hardships of the Veteran’s service, the Veteran’s lay testimony alone may establish the occurrence of the claimed in-service stressor.

7. Is the new regulation applicable only if the Veteran’s statements relate to combat or POW service?

No. The rule states that the stressor must be related to a “fear of hostile military or terrorist activity,” and the claimed stressor must be “consistent with the places, types, and circumstances of the veteran’s service.”

8. What circumstances will still require stressor verification through DoD’s Joint Services Records Research Center (JSRRC) , VBA’s Compensation &Pension Service (C&P Service), or other entity if a Veteran claims that his or her stressor is related to a fear of hostile or terrorist activity?

The regulatory revision will greatly lessen the need for undertaking development to verify Veterans’ accounts of in-service stressors. Now, stressor development may only need to be conducted if a review of the available record, such as the Veteran’s service personnel and/or treatment records, is inadequate to determine that the claimed stressor is “consistent with the places, types and circumstances of the veteran’s service.” In such circumstances, the Veterans Service Representative (VSR) will determine on a case-by-case basis what development should be undertaken.

However, it is anticipated that in the overwhelming majority of cases adjudicated under the new version of § 3.304(f), a simple review of the Veteran’s service treatment and/or personnel records will be sufficient to determine if the claimed stressor is consistent with the places, types, and circumstances of the Veteran’s service. We also believe that, in some cases, a Veteran’s separation document, DD-Form 214, alone may enable an adjudicator to make such a determination.

9. As the regulatory revision seems to require an enhanced role for the examining VA mental health professional, whose role is it to determine whether the claimed stressor is consistent with the Veteran’s service?

VA adjudicators, not the examining psychiatrist or psychologist, will decide whether the claimed stressor is consistent with the Veteran’s service.

10. Is a Veteran’s testimony about “fear of hostile military or terrorist activity” alone sufficient to establish a stressor?

Yes, if the other requirements of the regulation are satisfied, i.e., a VA psychiatrist or psychologist confirms that the claimed stressor is adequate to support a PTSD diagnosis and that the Veteran’s symptoms are related to the claimed stressor, and the stressor is consistent with the “places, types, and circumstances of the Veteran’s service.”

11. Are the stressors accepted as adequate for establishing service connection under new § 3.304(f)(3) limited to those specifically identified in the new regulation?

No. The examples given in the revised regulation do not represent an exclusive list in view of the use of the modifying phrase “such as” that precedes the listed examples. Any 4

event or circumstance that involves actual or threatened death or serious injury, or a threat to the physical integrity of the Veteran or others, would qualify as a stressor under new § 3.304(f)(3).

12. How will the Veterans Health Administration (VHA) work with Veterans Benefits Administration (VBA) on the new regulation?

VHA was actively involved in discussion with VBA of the new regulation and fully supports the new regulation.

The new regulation will provide fair evaluation for Veterans whose military records have been damaged or destroyed, or for whom no definitive reports of combat action appeared in their military records, even though they can report such actions and it is reasonable to believe that these occurred, given the time and place of service.

This will be especially beneficial to women Veterans, whose records do not specify that they had combat assignments, even though their roles in the military placed them at risk of hostile military or terrorist activity.

This means that more Veterans will become eligible for VA care and thus be able to receive VA care for mental illness related to their military service, as well as receiving full holistic health care.VHA will work actively with VBA on implementing the regulation. VHA staff’s main role is as clinicians conducting C&P interviews to establish diagnoses and obtain other information to be used by VBA raters to determine the outcome of claims.

The new regulation will not change the diagnostic elements of the C&P interview, but may change what additional data are collected for use by VBA raters.

"Keep on, Keepin' on"
Dan Cedusky, Champaign IL "Colonel Dan"
See my web site at:
http://www.angelfire.com/il2/VeteranIssues/

Some would say you brought it on yourself, in fact VA psychiatrist and all psychologists used to beat the hell that line every time I would go and talk one of them.  Well all except for the one that treated me in New Orleans that is.  As I’ve said before my all of my VA claims were denied in early 2003 shortly after returning to Arkansas.  Received this little ole letter from The Department of Veterans Affairs out of Washington in today’s mail, wrote refused three times on the front of it and FOVBA on the back of it and popped it back into the little mailbox.  In fact didn’t even give a damned what the contents of it were.  Department of Veterans Affairs all of the years are gone now and you were never there for me when it might have done some good and made at least a few dreams possible.

Any letters I receive from the Department of Veterans Affairs or any veteran’s organization for that matter with the exception of a newsletter from The VVAW I refuse them and return them.  I haven’t had the pleasure as yet though of handing out one of my standard form letters to any VFW, American Legion or DAV members on a membership drive yet but I sure got em standing by at the door lol.

As I’ve stated in previous comments and blog post all of my VA claims are now dead and buried for all time to come and I’ve slammed the door on the VA for all time to remaining to me.  I’ve not intentions whatsoever of letting anyone ever drag that kind of emotional hell inside me again not ever.  Let em all go be with the liars, drug addicts, alcoholics favorites that got all of the high dollar retroactive VA awards dumped down of top them, because I sure as hell was never one of them.

So if I brought all onto myself then so be it and I will live with, it’s no different than all of the rest of the doors that were slammed in my face over the years.  Only this time around I choose to do it with full knowledge and willingly.  And now that Don’t Ask Don’t Tell stands a very good chance of being repealed and if it is, the Department of Veterans Affairs and that does include the VA Regional Office in Little Rock/North Little Rock will be obliged to deal with more gay veterans than they even care to think about bravo and I’m glad.